Isnin, 29 Jun 2009

I miss intellectual talks.

well, the content is pretty much the title.
after i went to limkokwing, maaaannnnn, did i realize just how much i missed intellectual talks! i mean, talks bout boys, hotties, brands, karaokes, clubs and others are pretty nice to listen to - BUT NOT ALL THE TIME.
so whenever i meet up with my old friends of stampin (or UM), i would always feel awkward because i realized that limkokwing has changed me so much - emotionally and intellectually. well, it is good in a way cuz i got to embrace both worlds of science and art.
sigh.
sometimes i wonder what do God think while He's penning down my life in His book.

balik kampung!!!

last friday i went to sibu to visit the UCS. for those who dont know wth it is, it's an international college which offers courses related to technology and business. and yes, i'm transferring there from limkokwing. too bad that UCS has less advertisements that close to 80% of my friends in limkokwing knew bout it. unfair eh?
well, anyway, it's a shame that i dont have any camera to capture the moments in between the journeys though. (i went to rumah panjai Daniel, Sibu; rumah panjai Dr Joseph Jawa - heck, the interior looks as if it has been copy pasted straight from a modern chalet! and my dearest rumah panjai nanga bong, Betong)
What's so significant about the 3 days-2 nights trip? well, apart from the balik-kampung thing itself, my family almost encountered a head-collision accident on the way back home, near..... Balai Ringin I think. (i think?) it was a prolly between 7:30 to 8 and it was raining. The road was black (altho it's not pitch black) and slippery (duh). my dad was driving up a hill and when he was about to go down, this huge towing truck was on our way. my car (red toyota hilux surf, QP737 - if you see this car anywhere and there's a pretty chick inside, that's me. wahahahahhaha~) screeched to halt a foot away from the truck.
i think it's the first time i saw my dad's been THAT shocked. (a year earlier he got his foot been squashed by the 4WD itself but still he looked calm in comparison) the screeching sound would probably stick to my head forever (i kinda doubt it though). What struck me the most happened a few seconds after that. It was my dad, saying "Praise the Lord, we avoided it". cuz if it was me, i'd prolly shouted colourful curses for a minute, lol. But yeah, i do thank God. the 4WD was full of loads (bags and 6 people - which means it had BIG MOMENTUM) and it went down the hill with around 80 km/hr speed.

Every night, I always say this line to Him - "Watch after our coming and going forevermore".
It has been answered and always be answered in the future, unless He decided to take us to Him. well, giving any chances and options, I dont mind going to Him. But not by then. XD, I need more time to repent for my mistakes.

actually the truck parked on what it's supposed to be our lane, but facing our way. AND the driver didnt even place at least a safety triangle on top of the hill - just to alert other drivers that there's been an accident there (yeah, apparently the truck was towing this overturned white car in the drain). choooo mukatsuku.

i prayed instantly that there'd be no accidents because of that truck-parking-in-such-a-dangerous-manner after our passing it. i mean, what will it look like if a car full with family rammed into it like what we almost did?

Jumaat, 19 Jun 2009

preparation for a beginning

okay, so its not a beginning but one of the beginnings.
next sem i'll be going to UCS Sibu to take architecture. so so long limkokwing. though ur full of flaws which even a black hole cant suck em all in, i'll still gonna love your peeps.
yeah, i know sibu is a lot less fun than kuching. but heck, as if kuching is that fun either. lol

i couldnt help but to feel anxious about this though. i KNOW i'll be doing fine. aiseh, can i find people who are of the same palak with me?

cant believe im worried bout this stuff. (take a long breath) chill.

Khamis, 18 Jun 2009

superficial?

im grateful for being a citizen who lives in a democratic country. so now im using my free rights to say - YEAH, IM FINALLY LEAVING LIMKOKWING, YOU STINKIN SCUM!!!
very poor management is a HUGE problem especially for such prestigious (superficial to me anyway regardless of how many awards that fart received. yeah, watever) institute.

lol, not a surprise anyway, since kuch campus is managed by a shitty person too. yeah, SHITTY is just a perfect word that i cant possibly find any other word to replace it.
oh wait. i do. but it's a list n im very lazy to write grade A descriptive writing here rite now. (lol)

nay, im not gonna curse limkokwing cuz its bad on its own already. sucking money from students by various means of way. x cukup lagi ke duit resource tu wahai *****? dahla ada student masey x dapat diorang punyer kad pelajar. apakejadahnya? langsung x bley blah la.

superficial? (smirk)

u know u r.

Done that

So yah, 2 more days left in limkokwing.
i hope you guys settle this soon. I'm not pinpointing mistakes to anyone, cuz there isnt anyone i can pinpoint at.
human are made to be full of flaws thats y we cant judge other people.
but we do have the responsibility of judging ourselves.

I've been a friend to you guys for a year now and i know you guys can settle this before i finally go to sibu.
i know forgiving is a very hard thing to do cuz it means that ur lowering urselves.
but forgive and accept each others' flaws. not that im saying that u can be ignorant of ur weakness.
change it if you can.
change it before it gets the best of ya.

as i've said earlier, im not pinpointing this message to anyone in particular, but to all my friends who read this post.

i love you guys.

peace forever.