Selasa, 26 Mei 2009

i'm a sinner.

at first I thought he was kinda cute. after some talking, I thought he was funny. after more talking, i found that he is charming.
and now, i think that i've fallen for him.
but i just cant, that's a wrong thing to do.

because he's another girl's man.
a border that i couldnt even touch.

WHAT A SHAME.

he is very heartwarming, and i found myself to be my true self whenever i hang around him. he makes me forget that i'm a tomboy and treats me like a lady. i cant help but to fall for that.

i know, i know this cant go on. but please dear God, help me find another cherished guy just like him in the future.

Selasa, 19 Mei 2009

happy belated mom's day

it's been ages since i last sent a post here.
now, i'm bedridden for the past four days, thanks to this severe gastritis that i have right now. extreme abdominal pain, muscle pain, heartburns, headaches, vomitting... yeah. partayyy.
this period of pain let me witness how great a mom could be. and i thank god that i was a child to this woman whom i call my mom. i dont know what i've become today if it wasnt because of her. she took care of me faithfully, even guarding my medicine-taking schedule, to feeding me food (even if it's 2 or 4 am in the morning). God didnt give me strength to do these things by myself, but instead He let me experience and watch her actions, and let me ponder inside. I felt thankful. One vivid reason as to why mother's day exist and should be celebrated. I've never celebrate mom's day, never in my life, but i'm repaying her with all i can as a current student. i feel bad that i'm getting lazier nowadays, and i know i'm disappointing my parents unsconsciously and God, of course, who sent me here in limkokwing in the first place.

a million sorry would probably not be enough to compensate for what i've done, is it not?
albeit, my humble apologies. I'll do better this time.