happy belated mom's day

it's been ages since i last sent a post here.
now, i'm bedridden for the past four days, thanks to this severe gastritis that i have right now. extreme abdominal pain, muscle pain, heartburns, headaches, vomitting... yeah. partayyy.
this period of pain let me witness how great a mom could be. and i thank god that i was a child to this woman whom i call my mom. i dont know what i've become today if it wasnt because of her. she took care of me faithfully, even guarding my medicine-taking schedule, to feeding me food (even if it's 2 or 4 am in the morning). God didnt give me strength to do these things by myself, but instead He let me experience and watch her actions, and let me ponder inside. I felt thankful. One vivid reason as to why mother's day exist and should be celebrated. I've never celebrate mom's day, never in my life, but i'm repaying her with all i can as a current student. i feel bad that i'm getting lazier nowadays, and i know i'm disappointing my parents unsconsciously and God, of course, who sent me here in limkokwing in the first place.

a million sorry would probably not be enough to compensate for what i've done, is it not?
albeit, my humble apologies. I'll do better this time.