BE MY ESCAPE

Yeah, browsing thru the list of my songs again. like to express my situation from time to time with existing songs. more feel la tek~

BE MY ESCAPE - RELIENT K

I’m givin up, im giving up slowly
Im blending in so you wont even know me
Apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet u mentioned
Is my one last shot of redemption
Cuz i know to live, you must give ur life away
now i’ve been housing all this doubts and insecurities
now i’ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
now i’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
and even though there’s no way of going, where to go, promise i’m going because
i... gotta get outta here
im stuck inside this rut that i fell into by mistake
yeah, i... gotta get outta here
and im begging you
im begging you
im begging you to be my escape
i’m giving up, i’m doing this alone now
cuz i’ve failed and im ready to be shown how
show me the way n im trying to get there
and this life sentence that im serving
i admit that im every bit deserving
but the beauty of grace is that its make life not fair

i fought you for so long now
should’ve let you win
oh how we regret those things we do
all i was trying to do is save my own skin
but so are you
so are you.....

THE WAY TO BEGIN - KRYSTAL MEYERS

Dear God, its me again down here
Dont wanna sound insincere
Im lost, sometimes you’re so unclear
What can I do, i’m feeling so far from you
Frustrated, irritated, disconnected from it all
The weight of the world has pushed me to the wall!!!

I’ll open my broken heart cuz i’ve reached the end
And you are the way to begin

I’ve seen a million empty smiles, living in denial
I dont wanna live like that
Where nothing’s real, i hate it is to feel
Frustrated, irritated, disconnected from it all!!!
Im breaking, aching for something beautiful!!!!!!!

Make me whole.
It’s not the end, this is just the beginning.