me being annoying.

You're not astonished to see how cool am I around other people besides you? And not even furrowing your brow, noticing that I only become awfully annoying around you?

and why is that? Why did I keep on being annoying and being overly sensitive to whatever lil thing that you did?

You're not that stupid to know the reason, right? But the thought that you never let that thing to cross your mind just show you how unimportant am I to you. Well, thats good in a way. though its degrading. Or maybe you're just too oblivious. Gee, i dunno.

But nevermind. I'll be Miss Cool and Tomboy to you from now on. (You said that I'm not girly. But doesnt me being sensitive proved otherwise? Well, maybe your definition of being girly is different from mine. Ah well. I can live with that)

Relax. Remember what i told you in class? If you're okay with it, I'm perfectly alright with it. I dont hold any grudges, it's just a waste of my time. Just feel sorry that you didnt notice what i felt before. Having a one-sided affection isnt a new experience to me. Yes, it hurts, a lot, but time does heal. And it's healing right now.

We're cool now, right? I meant it when I say I miss our times together, having fun like before. Pillow talking and whatnot.

Pinky promise? That you'll be cool with this like what I'm doing right now. I wont be ignorant. I just wanna come clean so i can move on.

Dont let this affect our friendship. Dont let me say hi first everytime we meet. Make effort to make things better. And dont blame me if anything goes wrong. Cuz, check. Who knows you're partly to be blamed as well? I wont be mad over nothing, come on... I'm bounce-back Lebat, alright? (smiles)