It's been 8 years, daddy
I really, really miss you
Mommy says you're safe now
in a beautiful place called Heaven
We have your favourite dinner tonight
I ate it all up!
Even though I don't like carrots
I learned how to swim this summer
I can even open my eyes when I'm under water
Can't you see me?
I started kindergarten this year
I carry around a picture of us
In my Blue's Clues lunchbox
You are the greatest daddy
I can swing on the swing by myself
Even though I miss you pushing me
Can't you see me?
I miss how you used to tickle me
Tickle my belly
My belly hurts
I try not to cry
Mommy says it's ok
I know you don't like it when I cry
Never wanted me to be sad
I try daddy but it hurts
Is it true that you're not coming home?
Maybe someday
I can visit you in heaven, ok?
It's time for me to go to bed now
I sleep with the lights on
Just in case if you come home
And kiss me goodnight
I love you so much
I miss you daddy
This is a song which an anonymous wrote (I'm guessing it's a little girl) who lost her father in the tragic tragedy of Sept 11 2001. I just gotta post this up since it carries a very innocent yet deep meaning of the incident from a point view of a girl (yes, it's only an assumption) and yeah, i did cry when I watch this video on youtube. It's just heart ranting.
P/S: Lives are so damn precious; and precious things become more precious once we lost 'em.
Jumaat, 24 Julai 2009
Rabu, 22 Julai 2009
My freaking wallet is gone!!!!!
It’s been a week now (today is 22nd July which the scientists predict that one of the longest sun eclipse will happen. Now is almost 2 pm and I dont recall seeing the sky being dark around 9.30 am. Well, Reader Digest July edition states that Singapore will experience its peak around 9.44 am and Singapore and Sarawak’s time zones aren’t that different either) and I’ve been driving without my license since then. Luckily in Kuching there is no ops-sikap regarding bringing your license to drive anywhere. Well, not yet.
The first three days were oh-so-okay. I was laid back. Thinking that perhaps my wallet is playing hide-and-seek with me and three days are enough of it to get tired of me not seeking it.
Then the fourth and fifth day came. I was still laid back but a tiny bit of worriness ‘bloomed’ inside me. I started to search within the parameter of my house, cuz I realized it was gone right after I picked up my brother from school.
Then a week happened. WARGHHHHHHHHH now i’m bloody worried!!!!!!!!
P/S: i wonder if i can make an excuse, saying that I need to make a new license because I dislike my former license because of my picture?
The first three days were oh-so-okay. I was laid back. Thinking that perhaps my wallet is playing hide-and-seek with me and three days are enough of it to get tired of me not seeking it.
Then the fourth and fifth day came. I was still laid back but a tiny bit of worriness ‘bloomed’ inside me. I started to search within the parameter of my house, cuz I realized it was gone right after I picked up my brother from school.
Then a week happened. WARGHHHHHHHHH now i’m bloody worried!!!!!!!!
P/S: i wonder if i can make an excuse, saying that I need to make a new license because I dislike my former license because of my picture?
Good or nice?
So what’s the definition of good, and what’s the meaning of nice anyway? And which one has the majority strive for, good or nice or even both? I’m too lazy to look ‘em up, so do it yourself. lol
For me, personally, good doesn’t overlap with the word nice. Both sound pleasing, but both bring different consequences to a matter. I went out with some friends this afternoon and had lunch together at Memories Padungan. We were talking about the conflict that we had among the circle of our friends and decided to, maybe, arrange an outing together with the idea of bringing back the ‘old days’. A friend said that if we were to go out together, she doesnt wish to rise the sensitive issue between the gang or else it would ruin the whole outing thing. I kinda agree to that, since she’s leaving soon and wants at least one more memorable thing to do before she do so.
That put aside, now I’m gonna tell you the other story which linked to the one stated above. I have a friend. A male one. Much older than me but the type of a person that makes you often think, “what-kind-of-a-future-will-he-has”. Pretty much irresponsible who thinks only about himself. Well, he does think about others, but that’s only a ratio of 1:5. Anyway, recently everyone’s pissed at him for he did something wrong. He did not even justify himself even when given a chance to. That’s sorta good since he know he was at the wrong side. He called himself a bastard. Feeling sorry, I messaged him during an outing with a friend (who was very close to this bastard, until the conflict happened). I know I had to talk to him like i’m talking to someone’s much younger than me, since he can’t handle adult and matured talks (sometimes I’m amazed how big this world is. I’m 20 and this is the first time i met such a person, no kidding ya!). I smooth-talked him and successfully persuaded him for an outing together – then maybe I can dig something else out and give him a peace of my mind. Some friends agreed to that, some didnt. Saying he’s a very sensitive person and hurt easily.
I’m perfectly informed of his attitude by now. And, as a friend, I KNOW he has to change. Break free from his little world and start to face the truth instead of living in denial. He has got to stop this self-destructive behaviour and start to see things in a 180-degree perspective now – facing himself, his problems and make an effort to change the way things are. He told me that I’m a motherly and nice friend. Heck, I’m not even close to one. I’m certainly not nice. I’m good though, lol (minus the short-temper and KY attitude). I’ll not even try to be nice (smooth talk excluded) if I’m concerned about him. A nice person would let a friend to stay where he stood, even if it’s bad for him. A nice person would say ‘it’s up to you’ even when it’s clearly bad. I’m referring to F, now that I listened to what happened the other ‘day’ from S. A good person will pinpoint the mistakes her friend have, even if it risk the feelings of the receiver. Well, like they say, even if it’s painful, we just got to pull that cancer out even if it’s painful. Or else, it would be life-threatening.
About F and A, I dont really care if they were together, but i cant see where their relationship is going now that both people are from the same group of people. People who either can’t face their mistakes and pinpointing their mistakes to other people or people who are living a lie. Nay, that wont last long. I dont even have to ‘eat salt’ to know that thing. Both were being nice to each other but not good to each other. Both are only seeking pleasure without discerning between the right and the wrong. The matter of making-the-best-out-of-your-partner is prolly the last thing in their mind. It’s pathetic? Well, in a way it is. I can’t say much since I had this kind of shallow relationships too (but not to the extend it goes outta hand lar)
Back to the main point, when a good person is giving her advice away, it takes another good person to actually receive the advise and use it as much as he/she could. It takes a matured mind to judge itself and make an effort to change its flaws. I mean, I know it’s embarassing when people pinpoint your mistakes (I’m always in that situation too) but I don’t see any reason why you don’t see the good side of the correction. Yeah, pride is one thing. But having pride for holding something stupid is.... well, stupid right? Obviously.
The thing is... just how much I want to be a good friend, it’s no use if the friend that I want to be good to doesn’t want me to infiltrate his hole and pull him out of there. I can give him a piece of my mind, I can give him advises and thats pretty much I can only give. He can accept ‘em or reject ‘em. Well, since he has his own free will and free to decide the way he run life.
Back to what happened in Memories Padungan. Now that when I think about it, we’re facing a friend called A here. I’m not even sure whether I should be nice or good in our next outing. Aiz, being nice is so hard for me. I’ll try, J.
For me, personally, good doesn’t overlap with the word nice. Both sound pleasing, but both bring different consequences to a matter. I went out with some friends this afternoon and had lunch together at Memories Padungan. We were talking about the conflict that we had among the circle of our friends and decided to, maybe, arrange an outing together with the idea of bringing back the ‘old days’. A friend said that if we were to go out together, she doesnt wish to rise the sensitive issue between the gang or else it would ruin the whole outing thing. I kinda agree to that, since she’s leaving soon and wants at least one more memorable thing to do before she do so.
That put aside, now I’m gonna tell you the other story which linked to the one stated above. I have a friend. A male one. Much older than me but the type of a person that makes you often think, “what-kind-of-a-future-will-he-has”. Pretty much irresponsible who thinks only about himself. Well, he does think about others, but that’s only a ratio of 1:5. Anyway, recently everyone’s pissed at him for he did something wrong. He did not even justify himself even when given a chance to. That’s sorta good since he know he was at the wrong side. He called himself a bastard. Feeling sorry, I messaged him during an outing with a friend (who was very close to this bastard, until the conflict happened). I know I had to talk to him like i’m talking to someone’s much younger than me, since he can’t handle adult and matured talks (sometimes I’m amazed how big this world is. I’m 20 and this is the first time i met such a person, no kidding ya!). I smooth-talked him and successfully persuaded him for an outing together – then maybe I can dig something else out and give him a peace of my mind. Some friends agreed to that, some didnt. Saying he’s a very sensitive person and hurt easily.
I’m perfectly informed of his attitude by now. And, as a friend, I KNOW he has to change. Break free from his little world and start to face the truth instead of living in denial. He has got to stop this self-destructive behaviour and start to see things in a 180-degree perspective now – facing himself, his problems and make an effort to change the way things are. He told me that I’m a motherly and nice friend. Heck, I’m not even close to one. I’m certainly not nice. I’m good though, lol (minus the short-temper and KY attitude). I’ll not even try to be nice (smooth talk excluded) if I’m concerned about him. A nice person would let a friend to stay where he stood, even if it’s bad for him. A nice person would say ‘it’s up to you’ even when it’s clearly bad. I’m referring to F, now that I listened to what happened the other ‘day’ from S. A good person will pinpoint the mistakes her friend have, even if it risk the feelings of the receiver. Well, like they say, even if it’s painful, we just got to pull that cancer out even if it’s painful. Or else, it would be life-threatening.
About F and A, I dont really care if they were together, but i cant see where their relationship is going now that both people are from the same group of people. People who either can’t face their mistakes and pinpointing their mistakes to other people or people who are living a lie. Nay, that wont last long. I dont even have to ‘eat salt’ to know that thing. Both were being nice to each other but not good to each other. Both are only seeking pleasure without discerning between the right and the wrong. The matter of making-the-best-out-of-your-partner is prolly the last thing in their mind. It’s pathetic? Well, in a way it is. I can’t say much since I had this kind of shallow relationships too (but not to the extend it goes outta hand lar)
Back to the main point, when a good person is giving her advice away, it takes another good person to actually receive the advise and use it as much as he/she could. It takes a matured mind to judge itself and make an effort to change its flaws. I mean, I know it’s embarassing when people pinpoint your mistakes (I’m always in that situation too) but I don’t see any reason why you don’t see the good side of the correction. Yeah, pride is one thing. But having pride for holding something stupid is.... well, stupid right? Obviously.
The thing is... just how much I want to be a good friend, it’s no use if the friend that I want to be good to doesn’t want me to infiltrate his hole and pull him out of there. I can give him a piece of my mind, I can give him advises and thats pretty much I can only give. He can accept ‘em or reject ‘em. Well, since he has his own free will and free to decide the way he run life.
Back to what happened in Memories Padungan. Now that when I think about it, we’re facing a friend called A here. I’m not even sure whether I should be nice or good in our next outing. Aiz, being nice is so hard for me. I’ll try, J.
i want the good ole me!
I dont know what’s the issue of trying-to-go-thru-the-young-adult phase thing, but you bet i dont like it. It’s like your hormone started to kick in (in a different way, trigerring different things) and suddenly you became super emo and wanting your independence fiercely. And, apparently i’m in that situation too. As my previous post has stated, I NEED A TIME-OUT!
Every lil’ word my parents say would surely make me squirm (or pissed) and knowing myself to be a short-tempered person, i would prolly end up like my bro – a half-outcast of the house. But too bad, i’m a girl, so no matter how fucked up i may be, i’m just too precious too be thrown out like that. Yea, sarcastic there. I KNOW that their intentions are good, it’s just that i dont wanna receive their advice. It’s like this every single tiny cell in my body has this high leveled resistance (antiparents sort of antibodies; just that there’s no antiserum to identify their existence) towards their orders. But i have to follow their orders (not because their words are LAWS) since i’m still under their care. Ahhh, i need to graduate fast!!! After 3 years of diploma, i’m going to australia and THAT would be a super hella of a FREEDOM. The word freedom itself is orgasmic to me and it gives me a sense of tingling inside. Oh my goodness, i really want that. I want to structure my life and see the world from my viewpoint.
I used to be so goody-two-shoes that i even think that a lil foul language is like a piece of hell to me. I dont even think of lying (now that i think that im getting better with lying, i’m starting to feel guilty here. well, at least). AND, everytime i hear my friend is getting into trouble, i’d immediately pray for them. Yea, i sounded like a lil priest back then. But as my friend used to say, people grow and change. So there’s this tiny glint of hope deep down in my heart saying that i’m gonna be the goody-two-shoes once again after this all hormone-kicking thingie. But looking at the bright side (and the geeky dorky nerdy side) these experience will make me a better player of the world, understanding their rules and playing their games wisely. Hmm. That sounds good. I’ve been naive long enough and it’s time to flood my mind with these things. Not that i’m saying i’ve grown interested in becoming worldly, but to equip myself from them. You know, like an imaginary armor or something.
It’s interesting to note that almost every post that i typed in will always trailed off to a different topic altogether. Ah well. The conclusion is – help!!! I want the ole’ good me back!!!
Every lil’ word my parents say would surely make me squirm (or pissed) and knowing myself to be a short-tempered person, i would prolly end up like my bro – a half-outcast of the house. But too bad, i’m a girl, so no matter how fucked up i may be, i’m just too precious too be thrown out like that. Yea, sarcastic there. I KNOW that their intentions are good, it’s just that i dont wanna receive their advice. It’s like this every single tiny cell in my body has this high leveled resistance (antiparents sort of antibodies; just that there’s no antiserum to identify their existence) towards their orders. But i have to follow their orders (not because their words are LAWS) since i’m still under their care. Ahhh, i need to graduate fast!!! After 3 years of diploma, i’m going to australia and THAT would be a super hella of a FREEDOM. The word freedom itself is orgasmic to me and it gives me a sense of tingling inside. Oh my goodness, i really want that. I want to structure my life and see the world from my viewpoint.
I used to be so goody-two-shoes that i even think that a lil foul language is like a piece of hell to me. I dont even think of lying (now that i think that im getting better with lying, i’m starting to feel guilty here. well, at least). AND, everytime i hear my friend is getting into trouble, i’d immediately pray for them. Yea, i sounded like a lil priest back then. But as my friend used to say, people grow and change. So there’s this tiny glint of hope deep down in my heart saying that i’m gonna be the goody-two-shoes once again after this all hormone-kicking thingie. But looking at the bright side (and the geeky dorky nerdy side) these experience will make me a better player of the world, understanding their rules and playing their games wisely. Hmm. That sounds good. I’ve been naive long enough and it’s time to flood my mind with these things. Not that i’m saying i’ve grown interested in becoming worldly, but to equip myself from them. You know, like an imaginary armor or something.
It’s interesting to note that almost every post that i typed in will always trailed off to a different topic altogether. Ah well. The conclusion is – help!!! I want the ole’ good me back!!!
I need a long time out.
That’s it. I need time apart from my family. I need my time to decide on how i live. I grew sick and tired of them for getting into my own space and giving orders around. I know my faults, alright, so let me realize my own mistakes. I dont care if it’s too late to realize them, but im not the kinda person to learn anything theoretically. I need my space to breathe man, so back off, alright?!
I’m depressed that i dont even have the freedom of doing what a 20-year-old person have. It’s like every second of my life is being monitored. I grew fuckingly, bloodily sick of this. Whenever i want to go out with my friends, they’ll try their best to stop me by inserting drippin’ sarcasm in between and thought i was stupid to not to get their intentions. Telling me that it’s a waste of time and it’s not productive. What am i, a cow? Who the fuck you think i am? I’m just a teenager, for goodness’ sake! WHO IS CURRENTLY IN A LOOONNGGG HOLIDAY! What’s this productive thing that you’re trying to say? Working? Studying? Heck, i dont even have money to buy all those architecture books! And you know my friends and they’re what to you, social failures? WTF, you know me LONG enough to have faith that i wont get myself into these kinds of people!
One more thing. They always unfailingly wonder why i’m always stuck in my room 24/7. You know why? Cuz thats the only place available where i can have all my space to myself. Enlightened? Tres bien. I may sound like a desperate kid trying her best to find her independence, but hey, i am. If i’ve given a wish right now – freedom is what im gonna say. Without thinking a second. Well, prolly it’ll take more than a second since i want other things too. Or i prolly will just say i wanna 10 more wishes.
Me going to sibu is the really BEST option that i have right now. Time apart from family. That taste sooo good, it reminds me of when i was studying back in UM for 10 months. Total heaven man. My life and no one else bothering my space. Going out and back at hostel till dawn... i missed those times. Im envious of my friends who are studying in semenanjung – they’re absolutely living a normal life of a young adult should.
I prolly sound immature here, but hey, i’m going thru that young adult phase. Perhaps my parents are too old to understand how it feels like to be a young adult.
I’m depressed that i dont even have the freedom of doing what a 20-year-old person have. It’s like every second of my life is being monitored. I grew fuckingly, bloodily sick of this. Whenever i want to go out with my friends, they’ll try their best to stop me by inserting drippin’ sarcasm in between and thought i was stupid to not to get their intentions. Telling me that it’s a waste of time and it’s not productive. What am i, a cow? Who the fuck you think i am? I’m just a teenager, for goodness’ sake! WHO IS CURRENTLY IN A LOOONNGGG HOLIDAY! What’s this productive thing that you’re trying to say? Working? Studying? Heck, i dont even have money to buy all those architecture books! And you know my friends and they’re what to you, social failures? WTF, you know me LONG enough to have faith that i wont get myself into these kinds of people!
One more thing. They always unfailingly wonder why i’m always stuck in my room 24/7. You know why? Cuz thats the only place available where i can have all my space to myself. Enlightened? Tres bien. I may sound like a desperate kid trying her best to find her independence, but hey, i am. If i’ve given a wish right now – freedom is what im gonna say. Without thinking a second. Well, prolly it’ll take more than a second since i want other things too. Or i prolly will just say i wanna 10 more wishes.
Me going to sibu is the really BEST option that i have right now. Time apart from family. That taste sooo good, it reminds me of when i was studying back in UM for 10 months. Total heaven man. My life and no one else bothering my space. Going out and back at hostel till dawn... i missed those times. Im envious of my friends who are studying in semenanjung – they’re absolutely living a normal life of a young adult should.
I prolly sound immature here, but hey, i’m going thru that young adult phase. Perhaps my parents are too old to understand how it feels like to be a young adult.
Forgiveness
To him:
You did a wrong thing
But i guess you’re just a human after all
And human tend to make mistakes
The difference is whether it is big or small
And whether you feel guilty or not.
Indeed, the spirit is strong
But the flesh is weak
After contemplating the situation
I guess i have to forgive you
And have faith that He will handle the rest
As time works to heal the present.
Dont look back into the past
Or you will never find the way out
Dont lament, for cryin’ out loud!
Just focus on the present
Cuz it will be the only thing
That you can hold on to to see the future!
This faith that i’m rebuilding for you
Please dont forsake it.
To her:
Tell me the definition of a hypocrite
And i’ll tell you mine
It’s no use sweeping the truth under the rug
Cuz we aint blur nor blind.
Think, my dear, and analyze!
Dont just justify yourself and give us lies
You told us that you’re not ‘that’ kinda person
I trusted in that and now look what happened?
But i know, human is a human after all
Human cant avoid from flaws and they tend to fall
but giving us excuses arent gonna help ya
so please, CONTEMPLATE!
Try putting yourself on our side
And view things from our eyes
We pinpointed your mistakes
And now it’s your turn to do your part.
You did a wrong thing
But i guess you’re just a human after all
And human tend to make mistakes
The difference is whether it is big or small
And whether you feel guilty or not.
Indeed, the spirit is strong
But the flesh is weak
After contemplating the situation
I guess i have to forgive you
And have faith that He will handle the rest
As time works to heal the present.
Dont look back into the past
Or you will never find the way out
Dont lament, for cryin’ out loud!
Just focus on the present
Cuz it will be the only thing
That you can hold on to to see the future!
This faith that i’m rebuilding for you
Please dont forsake it.
To her:
Tell me the definition of a hypocrite
And i’ll tell you mine
It’s no use sweeping the truth under the rug
Cuz we aint blur nor blind.
Think, my dear, and analyze!
Dont just justify yourself and give us lies
You told us that you’re not ‘that’ kinda person
I trusted in that and now look what happened?
But i know, human is a human after all
Human cant avoid from flaws and they tend to fall
but giving us excuses arent gonna help ya
so please, CONTEMPLATE!
Try putting yourself on our side
And view things from our eyes
We pinpointed your mistakes
And now it’s your turn to do your part.
Rabu, 8 Julai 2009
wow. nothing suprised me anymore.
omg. now your face is unleashed, i dont even know whether to laugh or just stabbed your heart right in front of your eyes. thats if you really have a heart.
i used to wonder the existence of fucked up bastards who womanized other girls in this world. i know they existed, but i never know that im living close to one. even witnessed his action-packed life. now i know. i even marveled.
i truly marvel over your existence right in front of my face.
u even tainted my eyes.
YOU ARE JUST THE PERFECT DEFINITION OF A BASTARD.
a truly live-in fucked up arsehole who thinks with his c**k. if i were to stand before you... wow. i dont even know how'd i act by then.
i know, a cup of revenge is sweet. but you dont even worth a cent of my time.
you know, i remember when you sounded so passionate about her that i even started to build up my respect for you. i told you that she has been hurt from her past relationship. you told me that you understand.
seeing you so persistent about her, i told myself to give you a chance and even gave you a green light. and HECK, you're 28. a grown-up man who's supposed to be ready to shoulder your responsibilities as the eldest son in your family and in relationship! but what are you doing, lingering around like a total loser? to think that i've kept my faith in you in changing into a better person??
i thought i saw the hope of change in your eyes.
i thought that you WANT to be changed.
i thought that you finally found your motivation to push yourself on with life.
i thought i could never be wrong.
NEVER THIS WRONG.
(laughs)
guess what?
I AM WRONG.
i heard that you slept with a whore a few weeks later. not one time, but many times. i thought, how could a person stuck his c**k up into some whore's h**e while having a so-called lovey dovey relationship with other girls? wow. so much of your fondness, pussy. you make me wonder, how far a person can go by feigning his innocence. the fact that you being an ignorant of her past disgust me even more.
i marveled. impressed even. and i even astonished by how you create this feeling of marvel inside me.
clap hands, everybody. give him a standing ovation!
if there's a so-called award for the best liar, i'd surely nominate you.
thank you for letting me bitching about you in this blog.
and you should thank me for not revealing your name here. i wont give you a chance to be a celebrity, no, not in my blog.
i used to wonder the existence of fucked up bastards who womanized other girls in this world. i know they existed, but i never know that im living close to one. even witnessed his action-packed life. now i know. i even marveled.
i truly marvel over your existence right in front of my face.
u even tainted my eyes.
YOU ARE JUST THE PERFECT DEFINITION OF A BASTARD.
a truly live-in fucked up arsehole who thinks with his c**k. if i were to stand before you... wow. i dont even know how'd i act by then.
i know, a cup of revenge is sweet. but you dont even worth a cent of my time.
you know, i remember when you sounded so passionate about her that i even started to build up my respect for you. i told you that she has been hurt from her past relationship. you told me that you understand.
seeing you so persistent about her, i told myself to give you a chance and even gave you a green light. and HECK, you're 28. a grown-up man who's supposed to be ready to shoulder your responsibilities as the eldest son in your family and in relationship! but what are you doing, lingering around like a total loser? to think that i've kept my faith in you in changing into a better person??
i thought i saw the hope of change in your eyes.
i thought that you WANT to be changed.
i thought that you finally found your motivation to push yourself on with life.
i thought i could never be wrong.
NEVER THIS WRONG.
(laughs)
guess what?
I AM WRONG.
i heard that you slept with a whore a few weeks later. not one time, but many times. i thought, how could a person stuck his c**k up into some whore's h**e while having a so-called lovey dovey relationship with other girls? wow. so much of your fondness, pussy. you make me wonder, how far a person can go by feigning his innocence. the fact that you being an ignorant of her past disgust me even more.
i marveled. impressed even. and i even astonished by how you create this feeling of marvel inside me.
clap hands, everybody. give him a standing ovation!
if there's a so-called award for the best liar, i'd surely nominate you.
thank you for letting me bitching about you in this blog.
and you should thank me for not revealing your name here. i wont give you a chance to be a celebrity, no, not in my blog.
Ahad, 5 Julai 2009
if i were her.
I was your girl, gave you my world
My everything
But you wouldn't see
I had your back
I backed you up
whatever I did
was never enough
Just you... you
That's all you ever thought about
You... you
No one matters like you do
what goes around comes around
You should know by now
Bet you never thought thatI could break you
Did you think that i would look the other way
Yeah you had it all figured out
But tell me who's the one who's crying now?
The palm of your hand, that was your plan
gave me no time but now you want mine
It's all about take you took too much
Nothing inside I'm all used up
Come on
You... you
Nothing else matters like you do
You know what I'm talkin' 'bout
Don't you?
what goes around comes around
You should know by now
All your one night stands (should've thought about that )
Says she's just a friend (should've thought about that)
Are you satisfied now? (should've thought about that)
cause you can't hold me down
Not now I wanna thank you
cause now I'm free
I can breath again
and I'm never going back to you.
My everything
But you wouldn't see
I had your back
I backed you up
whatever I did
was never enough
Just you... you
That's all you ever thought about
You... you
No one matters like you do
what goes around comes around
You should know by now
Bet you never thought thatI could break you
Did you think that i would look the other way
Yeah you had it all figured out
But tell me who's the one who's crying now?
The palm of your hand, that was your plan
gave me no time but now you want mine
It's all about take you took too much
Nothing inside I'm all used up
Come on
You... you
Nothing else matters like you do
You know what I'm talkin' 'bout
Don't you?
what goes around comes around
You should know by now
All your one night stands (should've thought about that )
Says she's just a friend (should've thought about that)
Are you satisfied now? (should've thought about that)
cause you can't hold me down
Not now I wanna thank you
cause now I'm free
I can breath again
and I'm never going back to you.
Your face unmasked.
It's time to let it go
The world's got a funny way of turning 'round on you
When a friend tries to stab you right in the face
Losing faith in everything I thought I hoped I knew
Don't sweat it, set a false pretense
Betray, you're not gonna be willing to change
Yeah, and it doesn't seem likely to fade
Betray, you're not gonna be willing to change
Ca-ca-ca-cause you know
In Sacrifice
False Pretense, you'll learn again
Stop pretending, don't deny
False Pretense, you'll learn again
All along you know you thought you got the best of me
You were wrong and I'm laughing right in your face
I can not believe you claimed you were my family
Don't sweat it, set a false pretense
Betray, you're not gonna be willing to change
Yeah, and it doesn't seem likely to fade
Betray, you're not gonna be willing to change
Ca-ca-ca-cause you know
In Sacrifice
False Pretense, you'll learn again
Stop Pretending, don't deny
False pretense, you'll learn again
It's time to let it go
I can't seem to understand it how you turned out to be so cold
You tried but were caught red-handed, are you happy with your role?
It's funny to me how you've turned into such a joke
In Sacrifice
False Pretense, you'll learn again
Stop Pretending, don't deny
False pretense, you'll learn again
So play-ay-ay the game until you run out
And play-ay-ay the game into my hand
The world's got a funny way of turning 'round on you
When a friend tries to stab you right in the face
Losing faith in everything I thought I hoped I knew
Don't sweat it, set a false pretense
Betray, you're not gonna be willing to change
Yeah, and it doesn't seem likely to fade
Betray, you're not gonna be willing to change
Ca-ca-ca-cause you know
In Sacrifice
False Pretense, you'll learn again
Stop pretending, don't deny
False Pretense, you'll learn again
All along you know you thought you got the best of me
You were wrong and I'm laughing right in your face
I can not believe you claimed you were my family
Don't sweat it, set a false pretense
Betray, you're not gonna be willing to change
Yeah, and it doesn't seem likely to fade
Betray, you're not gonna be willing to change
Ca-ca-ca-cause you know
In Sacrifice
False Pretense, you'll learn again
Stop Pretending, don't deny
False pretense, you'll learn again
It's time to let it go
I can't seem to understand it how you turned out to be so cold
You tried but were caught red-handed, are you happy with your role?
It's funny to me how you've turned into such a joke
In Sacrifice
False Pretense, you'll learn again
Stop Pretending, don't deny
False pretense, you'll learn again
So play-ay-ay the game until you run out
And play-ay-ay the game into my hand
Sabtu, 4 Julai 2009
To him.
Hey girl, you know you drive me crazy
One look puts the rhythm in my hand
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down
Cover up with make-up in the mirror
Tell yourself it's never gonna happen again
You cry alone and then he
Swears he loves you
Do you feel like a man
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you, my friend
One day, this world's got to end
As your lies crumble down
A new life she has found
A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
Every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever you will surely drown
I see what's going down
I see the way you go and say you're right again
Say you're right again
Heed my lecture
Do you feel like a man
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now
As she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you, my friend
One day, this world's got to end
As your lies crumble down
A new life she has found
One day she will tell you that she has enough
It's coming round again
One day she will tell you that she has enough
He's coming round again
Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you, my friend
One day, this world's got to end
As your lies crumble downa new life she has found-
Face down in the dirt
She said this doesn't hurt
She said I've finally had enough
Face down in the dirt
She said this doesn't hurt
She said I've finally had enough
One look puts the rhythm in my hand
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down
Cover up with make-up in the mirror
Tell yourself it's never gonna happen again
You cry alone and then he
Swears he loves you
Do you feel like a man
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you, my friend
One day, this world's got to end
As your lies crumble down
A new life she has found
A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
Every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever you will surely drown
I see what's going down
I see the way you go and say you're right again
Say you're right again
Heed my lecture
Do you feel like a man
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now
As she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you, my friend
One day, this world's got to end
As your lies crumble down
A new life she has found
One day she will tell you that she has enough
It's coming round again
One day she will tell you that she has enough
He's coming round again
Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you, my friend
One day, this world's got to end
As your lies crumble downa new life she has found-
Face down in the dirt
She said this doesn't hurt
She said I've finally had enough
Face down in the dirt
She said this doesn't hurt
She said I've finally had enough
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