wow. nothing suprised me anymore.

omg. now your face is unleashed, i dont even know whether to laugh or just stabbed your heart right in front of your eyes. thats if you really have a heart.

i used to wonder the existence of fucked up bastards who womanized other girls in this world. i know they existed, but i never know that im living close to one. even witnessed his action-packed life. now i know. i even marveled.


i truly marvel over your existence right in front of my face.

u even tainted my eyes.

YOU ARE JUST THE PERFECT DEFINITION OF A BASTARD.

a truly live-in fucked up arsehole who thinks with his c**k. if i were to stand before you... wow. i dont even know how'd i act by then.

i know, a cup of revenge is sweet. but you dont even worth a cent of my time.

you know, i remember when you sounded so passionate about her that i even started to build up my respect for you. i told you that she has been hurt from her past relationship. you told me that you understand.

seeing you so persistent about her, i told myself to give you a chance and even gave you a green light. and HECK, you're 28. a grown-up man who's supposed to be ready to shoulder your responsibilities as the eldest son in your family and in relationship! but what are you doing, lingering around like a total loser? to think that i've kept my faith in you in changing into a better person??

i thought i saw the hope of change in your eyes.

i thought that you WANT to be changed.

i thought that you finally found your motivation to push yourself on with life.

i thought i could never be wrong.

NEVER THIS WRONG.





(laughs)





guess what?


I AM WRONG.


i heard that you slept with a whore a few weeks later. not one time, but many times. i thought, how could a person stuck his c**k up into some whore's h**e while having a so-called lovey dovey relationship with other girls? wow. so much of your fondness, pussy. you make me wonder, how far a person can go by feigning his innocence. the fact that you being an ignorant of her past disgust me even more.

i marveled. impressed even. and i even astonished by how you create this feeling of marvel inside me.

clap hands, everybody. give him a standing ovation!

if there's a so-called award for the best liar, i'd surely nominate you.

thank you for letting me bitching about you in this blog.

and you should thank me for not revealing your name here. i wont give you a chance to be a celebrity, no, not in my blog.